just had a talk

figured out somethings... not as bad as i thought so my guard's sorta down coz no cause at all... sorry had to broach this weird topic like in the middle of the night to him when he was already suffering from insomnia... hope it doesn't make things more diff for him... i'll feel so guilty and bad if it did...

but on the second hand, it feels do darn good to have things sorted out coz if not i would have felt so repressed... realised in a way i misunderstood him... yea~... so am going to be more understanding in future... well... for wat matters, i'll try ok! shouldn't ply him with more problems... bad girl! (referring to me lah! dun think too far!) coz i'm like so inconsiderate... haiz...

will stop now coz i have wake up very early at 8 tml... well... it's torture to me coz i gonna have to force myself outta bed... sheesh... *sobz* wei ah wei! >-<